Wednesday, September 25, 2024

Because you Can

 

Because you can

 

A lot of you know I work overnight as a security guard.  I love my job.  I will admit I work in a neighborhood that has what I call a life of its own.  I have witnessed some of the weirdest situations ever.  I can’t talk about it all.  But I learned something years back because I used to work on a refinery under construction and I had a lot of free time.  I picked up the habit of praying for those people who worked there.  I go to work at night and while driving I pray for the safety of those I work with because we’ve seen things you wouldn’t imagine.  We have to patrol a lot lately due to an increase in homeless people and at night we have to tell them to leave when the campus is closed.  You never actually know what substances those people are on or how they will react.  Upscale security guards have no weapons or fighting training our presence is supposed to be the deterrent.  Each night at work can be weirder than the next.  Just a small summary of some things I’ve seen and dealt with.  One night my friend/coworker and I found a man clearly on something trying to steal metal and lifting things his physical build shouldn’t have enabled him to be able to lift.  We chased him across our job site into police custody.  I once arrived at the scene after a drunk woman tried to take a tour of the site in her van popping three of her four tires while off road narrowly missing buildings and a tennis court fence, insisting she was still on the road.  I have run off multiple homeless people and been scared doing so.  Quick instance.  One morning I was checking doors and something told me to shine my flashlight down.  It was definitely a God thing because I am not Spider-Man and I don’t have his spider sense warning me of danger.  I shined my flashlight, and this woman was laying on the ground wrapped up in a water hose with a mop on her head.  A literal mop you clean with.  Once I found my voice again, I had to tell her she was on private property and had to leave.  I have seen homeless people just appear and disappear.  I’ve seen them hide themselves and belongings in obscure places.  Like I said I pray for our safety.  But my life crosses the paths of others just like yours does.  It costs nothing to pray and ask God to help the people around you.  You don’t know what they’re going through.  Here’s an example.  I started my job almost two years ago.  While I was in training my wife left me, months later I was divorced.  Someone had to have been praying for me along with my family because I nearly went crazy.  Work and my dog were about the only stability I had.  You go to work with people, and you don’t know the struggles they go through just to get out of bed to be there.  You eat at a restaurant and your server might just have lost a family member and is fighting just to keep from crying while they interact with you.  This happened to a friend of mine, and I still pray for her. I know for a fact my mom prays for me when I go to work.  She’s my biggest supporter.  I text her when I get there.  I have also have a friend who prays for me.  Find someone in your life and make it a point to pray for them.  God will do things you may never see but you took the time to care enough to pray.  

 

Hebrews 4:16

 

“So let us come boldly to the throne of our gracious God.  There we will receive his mercy and we will find grace to help us when we need it most.”

 

James 5:16

 

“Confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed.  The earnest prayer of a righteous person has great power and produces wonderful results.”

 

Honesty by Margaret Becker 


Pray for me by Michael W Smith 

 

Monday, August 12, 2024

What do you want

What do you want

 

A not so small blog that I’ve been thinking about.  I have a friend who wants to be famous and make money.  I want to glorify God with my life and feel like I fail miserably.   The thing I want most in life I have no way to make happen.  I pray and pray for a purpose because I don’t feel I even have one.  For those who don’t understand this, in a lot of ways I was my ex-wife’s medical caregiver along with being her spouse and to not have someone that you take care of makes you feel like you have no purpose.  I matter to my family, and I try to matter to my friends.  What I want most is to be loved by a woman and love her in return, but I can’t find her.  Recently I made a friend smile and that whole day I was happy that in some small way I could make her happy.  I have another friend who sends me messages that she misses me, so I go visit her at work and it makes us both smile.  I feel like I work to the best of my ability get paid and come home.  I try to be the best dog dad I can be.  A lot of times I feel like I drift through life aimlessly.  I seek after God and I long to do what’s right.  As a writer I don’t have a lot to say.  I let myself enjoy reading.  I don’t always have the chance to.  

 

Psalm 37:4 says this “Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart.”  

 

Recently I read a Spider Woman graphic novel and Jessica Drew for a short time quit the Avengers and all she wanted to do was “help people.”  I get that.  I understand it.  If Def Leppard asked me with their song Rock of Ages, “What do ya want, what do you want?”  Well their response is wanting to rock and roll but like Jessica Drew aka Spider Woman I simply want to help people.  If I can make someone smile throughout the course of their day that’s fine with me.  If it’s simply giving a friend a Supergirl Funko pop while they’re working or showing up and visiting with another friend who’s working or simply showing kindness to others, I’m fine with that.  I recently posted something on Facebook to try and help people see something from another perspective.  I wasn’t trying to get a lot of attention or anything like that but to help people who know someone who has been divorced, had a spouse leave or lost a loved one, know how to interact with their friends who have been through this.  It takes showing kindness and treating that person like they matter and making them feel wanted.  We go through so much in life and sometimes the person next to us is one step away from falling apart.  I’ve been there.  See I asked at the beginning of this “what do you want?”  I recently watched a video of WWE general manager Adam Pearce and he was being interviewed and he mentioned how his wife watched him get so frustrated by things said on social media that were negative and he sat and thought about it and started ending his videos with one phrase.  “Love somebody today.”  It’s really that simple people!  Make it be that when you interact with others, they walk away better than how you found them.  Hug someone.  Tell them they matter.  I have a “hero’s compulsion.”  I want to help people. 

 

I had a teacher in college, and I’ve shared this before that I knew she was a Christian and I asked her to sign my Bible and she did and referenced these verses and I had to look them up.  

 

Galatians 6:9-10

“Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.  Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers.”  

 

Your life is connecting to people and the most helpful thing you can do is be kind.  

 

Meant to be by Steven Curtis Chapman 

Love one another by Michael W Smith 

Love by Petra

 

Wednesday, July 24, 2024

Smile

 

A smile

 

Today I was grocery shopping and I turned onto an aisle and this blonde-haired lady probably in her 50’s only other person on the aisle at the time looked me in the eyes and smiled.  There are little things that happened like her smile that just made my day a bit better.  Then later I went to Olive Garden, and I got seated on the far side of the building and I took the time to look out the window.  Never seen the view from that side before but it was basically across the parking lot and out to a bunch of trees.  It was beautiful.  I get often caught up in the stress of life and I forget to thank God for little pieces of beauty like a person just smiling or the world around me.  Over the past two weeks I’ve gotten to celebrate my 48th birthday with new friends, old friends and family and I have come to appreciate people who take the time to interact with me more.  I don’t know where my life is headed. I try hard to be the person I’m supposed to be but often I don’t know who that is.  I’m a simple person trying to be the best dog dad I can be.  I get very frustrated being alone because I feel like I exist to just pay bills.  But some days God has to get my attention with small things like trees and a person’s smile and remind me that I’m blessed.  Maybe just maybe this simple blog will remind someone else to be grateful and smile at those around them because they may need that smile.  Maybe just for one small moment I can help someone else.  I got reminded at church tonight that as flawed as I am God can still use me.  I don’t have as much to write or blog about these days I’m still trying to piece together who I am but hopefully in some feeble way I can help someone else.  

 

Psalm 103:1-5

 

“Let all that I am praise the Lord; with my whole heart, I will praise his holy name.  

Let all that I am praise the Lord; may I never forget the good things he does for me.  

He forgives all my sins and heals all my diseases.  

He redeems me from death and crowns me with love and tender mercies.

He fills my life with good things.   My youth is renewed like the eagle’s!”  

 

Testify to love by Avalon 

Healer by Kari Jobe

Monday, April 29, 2024

Reaches

 

Reaches

 

Just going to do a simple blog.  Basically, I want to share lyrics to a song by Third Day and I’m going to show you what the passage is in the Psalms that they used to write it.  

 

“Your love, oh Lord

Reaches to the heavens.

Your faithfulness stretches to the skies.

Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains. 

Your Justice flows like the ocean’s tide

I will lift my voice to worship you, my King.

I will find my strength. 

In the shadow of your wings.”

 

In Psalm 36:5-9 it says this.

 

“Your love, O Lord, reaches to the heavens, 

Your faithfulness to the skies.

Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains, your Justice like the great deep.  

O Lord, you preserve both man and beast.  

How priceless is your unfailing love!

Both high and low among men find shelter in the shadow of your wings.  

They feast on the abundance of your house; you give them drink from your river of delights.  For with you is the fountain of life, in your light we see light.”  

 

 

 

Your love oh Lord by Third Day

 

Monday, April 8, 2024

Give Ear

 

Give ear

 

I have certain friends that I have committed to pray for.  A few of them know who they are but a lot of them don’t know I’m praying for them.  A few days ago, one of those friends named Erica just simply posted something on Facebook and it reminded I needed to pray for her and I had been neglecting it.

  Recently I sat with a notebook and wrote out my feelings and it was never really intended to go anywhere else.  Honestly my thoughts get so scrambled and messed up, but I have times where if I don’t get them out my brain gets hung up on the wrong things.  I’ve quoted this before, but Anna Nalick said it best in her song Breathe.

 “2 am and I’m still awake, writing a song if I get all down on paper, it’s no longer inside of me threatening the life it belongs to.  And I feel like I’m naked in front of the crowd, cause these words are my diary screaming out loud.”

  That’s often what it feels like as a writer you simply have to get things out be it on paper or verbally you have to release thoughts.  I prayed a lot before starting this blog because I haven’t done one of these since February and I often feel I don’t have anything to say or a way to encourage people anymore.  But maybe you’re like me and you’ve been through struggles, and you need a friend like mine who just posted something on Facebook and God used it to remind you to pray. I want to take you to Psalm 5 because we need this reminder.  

 

Psalm 5:1-2

 

“Give ear to my words, O Lord, consider my sighing.  Listen to my cry for help, my King, and my God, for to you I pray.  In the morning, O Lord, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait in expectation.”  

 

In my opinion 1 Peter 5:7 is still one of the most important verses you can ever memorize.  

 

“Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.”  

 

We need a place to go with our thoughts and we also need to remember God cares for us and those around us.  

 

I’ve been on a journey as of late and if any of you want to pray for me about anything it would be that I find friends to connect with.  Since my divorce I have never felt more alone where I live.  Like I told my counselor I somewhat dread my days off work because all I have is my dog to talk to.  Sure, I’m single I can go anywhere and do anything but for the most part I’m alone and bored.    I have a friend I get to meet for breakfast on Thursday morning.  I meet with my parents sometimes on that day too, but I’ve been kinda bouncing from one church to another because one stopped having Wednesday night services.  I will flat out admit this if I ever get asked to do anything after church with someone, I will probably cry the whole way there just because making a friend would mean that much.  Being alone in a big city and barely knowing anyone is harder than you could ever imagine.  So, if you want to pray for Zac that’s how.  I need Christian friends.  But if you get anything from all this pray and seek God.  

 

Psalm 5 by Carolyn Arends

In Heaven’s eyes by Sheila Walsh 

Thursday, February 15, 2024

Spur

 

Spur

 

Most of us at one point have watched a western movie or tv show and are familiar with cowboys wearing spurs to steer a horse to do what they want. I’ve been doing this blog thing for some years now and if you ever see it as a video, I will tell the viewers that my purpose is for them to draw closer to God and find hope in him.  Spur can also be a term to encourage. That’s something I feel called by God to do.  I’m about to share some verses with you and I speak from a lot of personal experience on this.  In Hebrews 10:19-25 it talks about encouraging one another to meet with other Christian believers and to not forsake doing so and to spur or encourage one another.  When my world fell apart, I will admit there was a time I self-destructed.  Church was the absolute last place I wanted to be.  I especially didn’t want to be around people.  It took a lot to get me to interact with others.  But I needed to.   I’m slowly connecting with a local church and getting to know others and when you get hurt like I did it’s hard to do.  Covid kind of messed up people and churches too.  But I’m here telling you to connect with fellow Christians because God calls us to.  Don’t believe me check these verses out.  

 

Hebrews 10:19-25

“Therefore, brothers, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus, by a new and living way opened for us through the curtain, that is, his body, and since we have a great priest over the house of God, let us draw near to God, with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water.  Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess for he who promised is faithful.  And let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love and good deeds.  Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another— and all the more as you see the Day approaching.”

 

I will tell you from experience the more devastated a person’s life gets the more they need encouragement.  I have a few friends who have encouraged me, and I needed it more than they ever knew.  So, take this blog as your encouragement to get back to church and connect with the people of God.  I will tell you personally that I can’t be at a church on Sunday morning due to my work schedule and my pastor knows this.  I show up for Wednesday night services and I do my best to be there as often as I can.  

 

People need the Lord by Steve Green

Tell me again by Geoff Moore and the Distance 

Friday, January 19, 2024

Short and to the point

Short and to the point

 

Been working through books in the New Testament lately and sometimes it’s one verse that gets my attention.  This will be one of my shortest blogs ever but maybe someone else needs it.  I spent most of 2023 praying for a sense of purpose and hope.  Early this morning I read this one verse and I needed it. 

 

First Timothy 1:1

“This Letter is from Paul, an apostle of Christ Jesus, appointed by the command of God our savior and Christ Jesus, who gives us Hope.” 

I needed that reminder that God gives us hope and maybe you need it to. 

The other night I was sitting in my easy chair playing video games listening to my mp3 player and I heard this song. I had never really paid attention to the lyrics before but I’m going to share the chorus here with you because there is someone who needs it possibly as much as I did.  This is just spur of the moment I’m off work at the moment and I picked up my Bible and started reading and I truly believe someone else needs this.  This is from the song Carry the Light by Mark Harris. If the name is familiar to some of you it’s because you may have been fans of the group 4 Him. 

I stand on Your promise
Your love is forever
And I believe with all my heart
You are my one and only Savior
You are the calm when my world falls apart
And to the ends of the earth
And for the rest of my life
I'll carry the light”

 

 

 

Carry the Light by Mark Harris